I Let a huge sigh of air leave my body tonight as I was lying bed. Concerned, Brad nudged me as if to ask what was wrong. I couldn't help but create tears in response. My little girl, my baby, she turned 1. 12 months of memories came flooding through me so quickly that I could not even try to hold back my emotions. I had to let it out. I couldn't stop thinking about the day she was born. August 21, 2008 My little Mayley Drew was born at 7:50 AM after an excruciating but quick labor. She was a healthy 7lbs.14oz and 18.5 in. long. She was a miracle and was instantly the great love of our lives. For the first few months of her life I would stare at her and imagine what she would look like, what her personality would be like, if she would be walking all at the age of 1. I couldn't wait for that day to come. In a blink of the eye it is here...she is 1. She looks like Brad and acts like me, she is walking, and she is full of life. Although I miss her as an infant, I am enjoying all the new things she does everyday. She is always amazing us and making us laugh and smile. I continue to look forward to how she will be the next year and I know that when that year comes I will be a little sad when I reflect on the past. She might not be my infant anymore who stares at me when I hold her for a feeding but she will always be baby who hugs me and gives me kisses and one day will say, "I love you mom."